blaze with you

some tell me to be moderate,
but lukewarm will never do.


get me out of this apathetic spiral.
out of indifference,
and back into the great depths of love.


goodbye apathy.

a cluttered chalkboard

guitar playing has made me despise long nails on myself.
we are the geniuses of our own lives.
revolutionary road is truly awesome--it can't be stressed enough.
hands smell of marshmallow creme.
playdoh tastes super nasty 16 years later.
crosswords are so much fun.
in need of an ugly christmas sweater.
cute penguins make tedious reading happier.
instability. fickle feelings.
possible addiction to orange juice.

darkness trembles

not trying to be emo or anything,
but I am such a wretched sinner.

and yet,

when satan tempts me to despair,
and tells me of the guilt within
upwards I look and see Him there,
who made an end to all my sin.

He reassures me.