suddenly I see

so many thoughts running through my mind--I can barely control them.
I wouldn't be able to express them in coherent phrases if my life depended on it.
before I even have time to react, another thought creeps in and completely takes over.
there's no one, prolonged emotion, because there's simply no time for it.
but there's one thing I know that I have found
and that can only be described as perfect, indescribable joy
and at this very moment,
it rests peacefully in my heart.

strange, but I like it.
scratch that; I love it.


can I stay here forever?